It’s been a while since I’ve posted, but I needed some time. On December 17, 2020, my SL mom, Alaina Fraina, passed away. She had been in a coma since Thanksgiving (or so I was told). Since I don’t have a lot of information, it’s a little iffy to know if the information I do…
Month: December 2020
Holly Jolly Christmas and Deep Thoughts…Oh My!
The last few months have been hard. The new medicine the doctor had put me on to help me sleep at night didn’t work. All it did was place me in a deep depression and cause triggers with PTSD and anxiety. I know that I’ve written a little bit about this before but I don’t…
My Boat
I saw a meme on Facebook the other day that showed a boat on the ocean and described how we are all in the same boat and that we were all struggling. The problem with this meme that I saw is we are not all in the same boat. We are in the same ocean…
Memories
The closer it gets to Christmas and my birthday, the worse I feel. Well, maybe not worse. I don’t really know how to describe what I’m feeling other than “nothing.” I just feel empty. As if someone reached inside me and ripped out all of my emotions leaving behind an empty shell of the woman…