I know it’s been a long time since I’ve posted in my blog. At least two months now? I took a break from blogging back in July because of real-world issues. When I went on blogcation, I said that my RL dad was sick. His health has been declining over the last year and a half.
When I went on my break, he had forgotten who we were. He had stopped eating and drinking. He stopped taking his medicine. No matter what we did to encourage him to take his medicine and eat, he would refuse. One morning (around 1 am), my mom woke me up to tell me they had called the emts. My dad was breathing like a fish out of water. He wasn’t able to recognize us. He didn’t know who we were.
Worrying About the Future
While some things he does sounds amusing and funny, it’s sad and breaks my heart. I’m very sad right now. I’m watching this man, who has been my superhero most of my life… even if flawed… deteriorate and slowly decline in his memory and health… And I’ve had to worry constantly this last several months for our future… It’s hard to see someone you care about slowly forget who you are.
So now you know why I’ve been missing the last few months. I’m working on real-world issues and trying to sort my life out. Worrying about my RL dad and scared for the future… for him and for us. Anyway, check out this scene I’ve been working on! It is my special she-shed! I also have she-cave that my man got me too… with butterflies… As always, see below for the credits and Flickr for a full resolution version. Enjoy, Adventurites!
Credits:
Apple Fall Hartley Fencing Tall, Wide – Silvered
West Village Althea Rug – Antique Floral
DaD “Climbing Ivy Spring Green” mod.03 m/c
DaD DESIGN “Industrial Fan Table Lamp” c/m
Dahlia – Loire – Towels – Mint – .07
dust bunny lauren bathroom . bath bombs
dust bunny lauren bathroom . qtip container
dust bunny lauren bathroom . cotton ball container
MudHoney TV Tray – White
MudHoney Terri Ottoman – Pink
MudHoney Alicia Mirror
MudHoney Sheryl Garden Lantern
MudHoney Alex Blanket Basket
Peaches Sweet Spring Swing v.2 (ADULT) – Light
Simple Reflection – Whimsy and Comfort Gacha – SWANK
11. SR Infinity Vanity Chair
9. SR Rosy Lily and Jewelry Box
10. SR Infinity Vanity Table
8. SR Infinity Vanity Mirror
SR Sea Unicorn with Texture Change RARE
SR Dreamcatcher RARE
tarte gilmore chair (blush)
tarte floor cushion (floral)
tarte potted plant
tarte garden pergola RARE
tarte nail polish clutter
tarte ladder display
tarte tarnished bulb lamp(metal)
tarte hanging sofa RARE
tarte round table (mahogony)
tarte hanging planter (clay)
{vespertine} hanging succulents. – string of pearls.,
{vespertine} hanging succulents. – sedum burrito.
{what next} Bailey Rug #1
[ zerkalo ] Wicker Rug – Gift
HPMD Sweet Garden Grass07 – b
Little Branch BloomingTree {Pink} Animated
Little Branch Hibiscus_Shrub {Animated}