Today’s post is going to be short. It’s been a long week and only going to get longer with sick family and not feeling well. Add on top of that an incident on social media that bugged the shit out of me. I don’t want to go into complete details except that not only did they go on and on beating a dead horse on one social media platform, but she sent me a nasty email on Flickr after being blocked. They went on about telling me what a horrible person I was and how hard my heart is (all while behaving as childish as she claimed I was behaving).
Most of the time I’m able to stop replaying the mean words people say to me, stopping myself from bashing myself over and over. Asking myself if I said the wrong thing or if I really am a horrible person, I’m not, but welcome to the life of living with anxiety, PTSD and agoraphobia. Not only do I get hit once, but I get hit three times. First, the anxiety kicks in which sometimes triggers the flashbacks and then that triggers the fear of going out or dealing with people. Looking back at the situation, I realize that I did not say anything wrong. I was not horrible like the person was claiming. I was not mean or whatever. I was truthful. I didn’t target anyone nor did I name anyone as a name. And most of what I said was about RL people on my other FB account… however, instead of being able to let it go in my head, I replayed it over and over in my mind and ended up causing myself harm. When in reality, the problem wasn’t mine, it was hers, as demonstrated by her nasty Flickr mail.
I didn’t start this post to talk about the incident, rather I wanted to share the lesson that was learned, which is: No matter what you say or do on social media, there will always be someone who finds fault with it. Some “keyboard warrior” will make an appearance trying to get the last word in. Anyway, stay safe, follow sane hygiene practices and find entertaining hobby’s while you’re locked up. Laters, Adventurites! ~LA
Head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
Body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0.2
Hair: MINA Hair – Carian with Sunhat
Skin: Amara Beauty – Kenna beauty box fair – BOM LeLutka Evo
Nails: WitchCraft – Vintage Nail Polish
Glasses: EarthStones – Eyeglasses – The Countess
Nose Piercing: Kunst – Flower Set
Rings: Elise – Sara – BENTO Rings
Dress and Bikini: MOoH! Christel Outfit
Pose: Diversion – Wicked Beauty – 1M
Location: Baja Shore