“I did not ask for the things that I’ve been through, and I certainly did not ask my mind to paint and repaint the pictures in flashback form.”
Some people say to never look back, but for people like me, it’s not easy to actually do it. I try not to look back at my mistakes in the past or my past altogether, but it’s not always easy to escape it. It’s like a movie set on a loop that focuses solely on all of my past mistakes. I have learned over the years that when this happens…when my anxiety rears its ugly monster head, there are a few things I have to do to pull myself out of it.
Living with trauma can be hard. The worst part is when you feel like people are judging or trying to “fix” you. I try not to look back on my past for any reason. There are times when every moment of the day passes through my mind at the end of the day. Usually, as I’m trying to fall asleep. I’m going to keep this short today because I’m tired. I’ll see you later, Adventurites! ~LA
Credits:
Amara Beauty – Kenna beauty box fair – BOM LeLutka Evo
Avi-Glam – Glam Eyes
Dead Dollz – Goode Dress – Green
Elise – Sara BENTO Rings
LeLUTKA Evolution Head – Nova 1.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0.2
TAOX – TaTToo & Appliers – Attraction Of The Hibiscus
Templar Pose – #5 Templar – BackPosev2
TRUTH Hair – Farryn
