This last weekend was amazing for me, but now I feel I need a vacation! It marked my 9th year participating in Relay for Life of Second Life. Every year I celebrate my victory over the Cancer Monster and I also honor my friends and family members who lost their battle. I also battle guilt because I survived when others haven’t. Especially my cousin, who had the same cancer that I did.
I didn’t really know him because my mom met her family just before he died, but I still feel an inconsolable guilt when it comes to thinking about how he had the same cancer that I did and instead of surviving, he passed away. I know that it’s not something I could have fixed or that I could have controlled and it all boiled down to care but I still feel a guilt that I survived and he didn’t… and in the process, I never got to really know him.
On another side note: This will be the 9th year that I have been cancer free too. Just after I joined SL, I was declared cancer free and that same year, I began participating in RFL.
Today’s outfit is a simple, sexy dress with a slit up the side and semi transparent and wet look. Adding in a hair from Magika, eyes appliers from ::MD:: Designs and nails from Go Frock Yourself and you have a gorgeous summer, beach outfit read to entice any beach boy. As always, see my Flickr for a full resolution version!|
Head: CATWA HEAD Tala v3.2
Body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Hair: Magika – Excuse Me (Size D)
Eye Appliers: ::MD:: Ana Catwa Eye Appliers + Mesh Eyes – Sponsor
Makeup: alaskametro<3 “Rose Gold” makeup Catwa
Nails: Go Frock Yourself – Dreaming On Clouds Nail Appliers – Sponsor