It has been a while since I’ve posted or rather it feels like it has been a long time. These last months have been hard starting with new medicine that caused some “issues” mentally to losing my SL mom to viral pneumonia caused by COVID-19. Then my birthday came. It wasn’t a bad day. I played some games and read a book. I’ve been coloring a lot since this all began.
I really miss Alaina. It was a few months since I had talked to her but at around that time things started to hit bottom for me. And when I get that way, I run. I hide. Some people bury themselves in work, well I bury myself in hiding out and not talking to people. So, when I found out that she had passed away and how, it was even more devastating. I’m still wading through this and processing what I’m feeling and thinking but it will take time. And I think therapy. I have needed help for awhile now. It took hitting bottom to realize it. I just can’t process anymore without help.
I’m going to just close this out with a I hope you’re having a good day. Laters, Adventurites ~LA
What I’m wearing:
Body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.3
Head: LeLUTKA Bento Head Lilly.2.5
Skin: amara beauty – Kenna fair – BR BROWS
Hair: Stealthic – Always
Nails: Go Frock Yourself – Hypathia Fade Nail Appliers
Rings: RealEvil Industries Queen of Hearts Rings
Dress: West End – Deya Mini Dress – Fatpack
Shoes: Eudora3D Monet Heels w/socks – FaMESHed January 2021
Pose: West End Bento Poses – Double Take II – Single Pack – Fabulously Free in SL Gift